I Feel Like Being Played

Almost this week, i've been crying and stressfull thinking about my problem. I do love you, missed you in every night, and just to be a kind person for you but you just like ignore me. You just like say in front of my face, "did i care about you? Absolutely no! Keep your dream, stupid!". Hoo, i'm so sick of that. You go out with another guys, and i still be patient to keep waiting you in here but maybe this is will be useless. And if the guys leave you, you came to me with innocent face. Ckck, yeah i still patient about that. I dont know, what should i do now. I still confused with your behavior. I dont know what do really you want. You say, you still love me and want to back in my arms. But when i ask you, "hey honey, be my love again please?", you'll say, "sorry, i still comfort with in an open relationship". And the question is why? You say, you love me and absolutely as we all know that i love you too. You just look like not intension about our relationship. Yeah, maybe you too obsessed with your prospective boyfriend ck. And you still thinking about him. Hm...

Remember, i only hang on with you until September, 20nd later. If you still cant accept me, i really really would to go.